I had an audition yesterday – that I completely forgot about until I was washing my face and getting ready for bed. A good one with a name and not just a job description. My agent called me on Friday and I actually read the sides online on my smartphone and I thought, well, it`s the long weekend, I have plenty of time to study it. And then it was the weekend and the kid had a cold so we stuck close to home. It`s not like we were having a gay old time somewhere exciting. Then DH took a day off work, it was Precious first day at preschool, and my husband`s relatives were visiting and …. it went went out of my head. I felt so bad, I cried and generally felt like shit. Despondent. The one thing that I truly love to do and it just fell off my radar. Embarrassed, I wrote a quick email to my agent, explaining to her that I just forgot and could you make up an excuse for my no-show. I`m not even sure why I didn`t get a WTF call but I`m sure she`s on vacation or something.
I`m losing it. I`m not in a good space right now.
***********I guess those very expensive chocolate coated strawberries I sent to the casting directors worked. I have an audition for the part I missed today. Now off to google early dementia signs.