Thanks for the breaking of leg wishes – I did okay at the audition – I think I could really benefit from some classes though. Most actors go to regular classes every week to keep fine tuned and on their game and of course, I haven’t done that in about a year. So I feel a bit rusty. Interesting, there was a man there who brought his little girl (toddler age) with him. Another actor(female) watched her when he went in to audition.
I wanted to go shopping (for no particular reason other than to be alone ) after, but since dinner was going to be an issue, I ended up aimlessly cruising the grocery store and then picking up West Indian takeout for dinner. Whenever I audition on the North Shore, I usually go to Starbucks or cruise the local grocery store just to distract myself from the self-criticism I put myself through after an audition. And then I chanted in the car and gave myself a pep talk. By the time I made my way through the traffic on the bridge, it was 2 hours later and hubby wants to know what took me so long. I’ll tell you what I was doing – enjoying being alone. Until I held the wee man again and I went turned into mush when he smiled at me.
I told hubby he needs to have a father/son day. Like an 8 hour day. I will gladly take JuJu and hang out with her (as long as it isn’t pouring). I also wouldn’t mind attempting to get my tax preparations in order. Eeks, did I just say that? I’m thinking that I may have to leave the house in order to just start that.
I enjoyed an afternoon with Special K at a friend’s play reading. I got us out early for our dog walk, got him bathed and fed and while he was napping got dressed up a bit. Meaning out of my ever-present yoga pants. I was ready for the 35 minute power walk up to the arts centre, but then he woke up wanting to be fed and there went that time. We ended up driving there (endless stream of quarters in the metre) and then they started late. Of course. But it was WONDERFUL and I really enjoyed it. Wee man cooperated by sleeping through an hour of it and respectfully took it all in when he was awake. I couldn’t hang around to discuss it, but we caught up later on the phone.
I learned that if I am going to have a creative life, I’m going to have to have some form of child care because it’s next to impossible to concentrate on anything when your child wants and needs you. Either that or you drink a lot of Red Bull and stay up all night. More and more, I am growing amazed at my mum who had 3 daughters and actually WORKED OUTSIDE THE HOME and did ALL the housework ALL the time. UNMEDICATED!!!
Mind you, she did have a couple of nervous breakdowns.